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You Are The Emperor

You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do. You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea. You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone. Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well. Your fortune: In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love. This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you. It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person. You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father.

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

Find your own pose!

Ten minute procedure. Cried for hours.

Love the way he loves me.

( oh yeah, this is a great shock... we match! )

Have him back in my arms.

Today was one of those outstanding wonderful days. Beyond outstanding, really. And it's all Kie's fault. Though, I'm not sure my poor body will forgive me for all of the fun I've had. *laughs softly* If you don't understand, you wouldn't understand. *winks*

Okay, all pervy jokes aside? I'm so damn glad that Kie and I have started talking again. Even when I've screwed things up beyond all imagining, between us is this... amazing, outstanding love. I think his mother sees it... perhaps even his father does. And maybe Adrienne will some day. *sighs*

Sorry, I did NOT mean to angst this up. Not when I'm in such a good mood. And really, if Adrienne not liking me is the biggest of our issues? We're doing very very well. And believe me when I say, we ARE doing very well. He loves me, and I love him, and all's right with the world.

I finally told him the secret.

I'm really tired. I feel as though I've not slept in weeks. Months, maybe.

I think I'm falling apart.

Not that that's any kind of surprise or anything.

I guess I should introduce myself, at least a little, hmm? I'm Christina. Always Christina. Not Tina, Not Chris... only one person in the world has ever been able to call me anything but my full name, and he--we don't really talk anymore.

Yes, I miss him. Yes, I'm a complete idiot.

Anyway... moving on now.

Though, you know... I'm not. Moving on, I mean. I can't seem to. *shrugs* Maybe I ought to turn myself cold. That way it won't affect me anymore. It's worth a try, right? *sighs*